I like perfection

I am not really good in making my life organise. I prefer something simple yet stylish. The result, I might end up with the messy everywhere.
Now I bear in mind that I have to go through.. until I have a chance to work on all department and identify which is suitable to me the most, I will stop searching..

And today I try to do my own piece of work, alone..but the result so bad. I just make a person life in trouble today.

What type of Me...

Now I can say that I have in other world..working ..career world.. not in study moment,Exam..discussion, assignment, test, for temporary. I believe learning is a continuing process and it will never fade.

but the time that never change is my attitude.. Well seems like I am so hard to organise like before..never learn from mistake. I hope after this I will be more organise, keep my work tidy and people willing to understand. I am not a doctor, that sometime people complain about their handwriting so hard to understand, but at least they might eat apple a day to keep other doctor away!

sometime I realise there is a common situation as the time you study and the time you are working. There no different. As long as you organise, follow the schedule, your life will be alright. so with the moment you and Allah..as long as you follow what He said and please avoid what He don't like, your life will be alright too. It wasn't hard..especially the basic things. The other..it's up to the ability..no force. You know, sometime I will feel something wrong somewhere when you started to ignore His simple command. Yeah.. you might feel the same. It better than you have no one to talk about your guilt feeling, your hardness and many things unexplained.

so..I am promise to myself to do something that give impact to me, my career, people surrounding me and go up above the limit. InsyaAllah. Your effort will be paid as long as you are sincere in doing it.
Go girl..

Friends and Trouble is Friend..

If talking about having a friends..I can say that I have enough friends..maybe enough. but sometime I love to find friends..technically from other countries. We have no idea when we will visit another place, country and some interesting destination..so by having friends who are willing to share some useful info will be good.

If talking about friends here, I can say that some of them quite nice, even most of them not around my age anymore since my education history...not to mention here. They are quite ok and open to talk regardless the age. I am willing to remember only when I started my high education since in Arau and one still connecting. Then move to Penang and still connecting most of them. Having new friends during working time, more meaningful because we share most hardest time together, then move to Shah Alam, knowing new friends and of course still keep in touch some of them..sharing joy and sad moment together but seems just a while.
Then a short friendship back to Penang and I try to make it like before but at the same time I prefer to let it be. Let time decide it...
Now I meet new friends again and maybe it will keep alive for quite long time.. They will be my new team and also will be a team for plan our future together. InsyaAllah.
And time keep counting... there will be new friends coming..and the thing you must do is try to maintain it and respect and preserve as well.
Can you? I hope so..

Go to war...

At my new place, I hope I can learn as many things as I can and I wish I can explore other division too. even it need me to go to other state..I will. Anyway, what destined and lead me, I just accept and think that there always a good side of it waiting to me. Only one thing, not 'that' issue. I have no answer but I know I will accept no one so far. God willing, just it sooner, not like other.

And talking about my new friends again.. Liza, Ana, Nazi, Ika, Ayeen.. name just a few. and all bonding just make me maturity in the next level. keep the bonding alive and you will never regret it.
and more names?
ok Safwan, Alif, Asyraf, 'Puteri', Wan, Emy.. and not to forget, Fadhil, Din, Syed, Izwan.. also beautiful Karmila n Fiza.
ok I will tell more when I upload pictures someday.
Gut Nach!!

Blow you a kiss

it past 3 weeks already since I joined an induction held in Taiping, Perak. Many new exposure, learn brand new things and having new friends too.
some of the knowledge can be used to prepare you for upcoming test and challenges.
means that it not to late to everyone of us to learn and fixed the past things happen and ready for facing new task.

talking about the induction..I like some contains that provide to us even some of the program quite boring plus some annoying intteruption make me feel so uncomfortable. but having the hiking activity just heal and make me feel rejuvenated. i am not so into that activity but when it comes the chance, I will try to join it. what I know the last time I joined this hiking activity is with the other 4 good friends back in Bukit Jambul. That it.

so, for my new friends..I wish you good luck no matter where are you and always pray for your success in making the life more meaningful. viel glück!!!